1 00:00:12,095 --> 00:00:13,513 There! There! Freeze it there! 2 00:00:14,180 --> 00:00:15,682 Yeah, you see? What is that? 3 00:00:16,224 --> 00:00:18,643 -Um... -Well, can you zoom in? Enhance? 4 00:00:19,602 --> 00:00:20,687 Enhance? 5 00:00:21,187 --> 00:00:23,773 What kind of fuckin' operation do you think I'm running here? 6 00:00:25,233 --> 00:00:27,277 That just looks like your shadow. 7 00:00:35,285 --> 00:00:37,203 -That's so cool. -It's so not cool. 8 00:00:37,287 --> 00:00:38,997 It is massively screwed up. 9 00:00:39,080 --> 00:00:41,458 Can you stop doing that? 10 00:00:44,252 --> 00:00:45,587 Sorry. 11 00:00:47,255 --> 00:00:49,299 Jesus fucking Christ. 12 00:00:50,050 --> 00:00:53,595 -Uh, do you want to look at it again, or-- -We've watched it, like, a million times. 13 00:00:53,678 --> 00:00:55,889 Okay, and we're just missing this fucker. 14 00:00:55,972 --> 00:00:57,557 I-- I know it. I mean, he's in there. 15 00:00:57,640 --> 00:00:58,558 But what if he isn't? 16 00:00:59,476 --> 00:01:01,853 Then I'm just completely insane, huh? 17 00:01:02,395 --> 00:01:06,941 Okay, Syd, if you honestly believe that someone was there, 18 00:01:07,025 --> 00:01:10,403 and they straight up fuckin' disappeared, then... 19 00:01:11,654 --> 00:01:12,947 I believe it, too. 20 00:01:14,449 --> 00:01:16,034 But then, what if it is true? 21 00:01:16,659 --> 00:01:18,828 You know, that means someone's been watching me. 22 00:01:19,245 --> 00:01:22,373 Uh, you know, and that means... that, uh, you know, maybe... 23 00:01:24,667 --> 00:01:25,752 Someone else knows. 24 00:01:32,133 --> 00:01:34,928 -Dear Diary, what if I'm just going crazy? 25 00:01:35,011 --> 00:01:37,430 -People don't just 26 00:01:37,514 --> 00:01:39,265 -disappear into thin air. 27 00:01:39,349 --> 00:01:40,683 -Right? 28 00:01:42,143 --> 00:01:44,437 -But, Diary, it felt... 29 00:01:44,521 --> 00:01:46,231 -...so real. 30 00:01:54,614 --> 00:01:58,576 So, if I am being followed, have they seen all my weird shit? 31 00:01:59,077 --> 00:02:02,580 I mean, it has to be because of my weird shit, right? 32 00:02:03,123 --> 00:02:04,749 And, Diary, who the fuck is it? 33 00:02:05,917 --> 00:02:07,752 -I mean, it could be anyone. 34 00:02:07,836 --> 00:02:08,670 You happy? 35 00:02:10,171 --> 00:02:12,632 You could've kept your mouth shut, but you didn't. 36 00:02:14,134 --> 00:02:15,885 -This isn't over. 37 00:02:26,312 --> 00:02:28,815 Dina's mine. Back the fuck off. 38 00:02:34,821 --> 00:02:37,407 Oh, my God. Did you hear about Brad and Jenny Tuffield? 39 00:02:37,490 --> 00:02:38,783 Seriously, so gross. 40 00:02:38,867 --> 00:02:40,952 Yeah, and I hear she has, like, mental issues. 41 00:02:41,035 --> 00:02:42,745 No, I'm saying Brad is gross. 42 00:02:42,829 --> 00:02:43,830 Sure he's hot. 43 00:02:44,330 --> 00:02:46,374 I had no idea he was such a manwhore. 44 00:02:46,457 --> 00:02:47,542 -Yikes. 45 00:02:50,086 --> 00:02:50,920 Syd. 46 00:02:53,131 --> 00:02:56,843 You're supposed to tell me everything. That's what best friends do, right? 47 00:02:57,802 --> 00:02:58,803 Right? 48 00:03:00,138 --> 00:03:01,514 Why did we steal that tape? 49 00:03:02,390 --> 00:03:04,559 -I told you already. -No, you didn't. 50 00:03:04,642 --> 00:03:06,561 I saw the library, Syd. 51 00:03:06,644 --> 00:03:07,729 You lied to me. 52 00:03:08,438 --> 00:03:11,065 You let me help you steal something with no idea why. 53 00:03:11,149 --> 00:03:13,651 Can you take a moment to realize how shitty that is? 54 00:03:15,612 --> 00:03:17,530 -If we get suspended-- -We won't. 55 00:03:17,614 --> 00:03:21,409 But if we do, I think I deserve to know what the hell's going on. 56 00:03:21,492 --> 00:03:24,787 What happened in the library, and why'd you have to cover it up? 57 00:03:25,455 --> 00:03:27,207 And why won't you just tell me? 58 00:03:31,502 --> 00:03:34,756 I'm sorry, Dina, but I... I can't. 59 00:03:44,807 --> 00:03:45,808 Hey, Veronica. 60 00:03:45,892 --> 00:03:48,394 I know we haven't talked too much this year, and... 61 00:03:49,437 --> 00:03:51,189 um... I hope this isn't too forward, 62 00:03:51,272 --> 00:03:53,233 but maybe we should go out for pizza one day. 63 00:03:55,652 --> 00:03:58,696 And talk about this major growth spurt I'm about to have. 64 00:03:59,197 --> 00:04:00,156 Hah. 65 00:04:02,450 --> 00:04:04,369 Where's your freak sister this time? 66 00:04:19,801 --> 00:04:20,760 Okay, Syd. 67 00:04:22,053 --> 00:04:24,514 Whitaker's got nothing on us, all right? Don't sweat it. 68 00:04:24,597 --> 00:04:28,559 Which is why I'm telling you we should just go to the dance, right? 69 00:04:28,643 --> 00:04:30,603 We could do something before, or something after. 70 00:04:30,687 --> 00:04:32,355 A movie, if you want. 71 00:04:34,107 --> 00:04:36,109 All right, dude, seriously... 72 00:04:37,944 --> 00:04:40,280 there's a rumor going around that Jenny gave you gonorrhea. 73 00:04:42,073 --> 00:04:44,117 - Oh, he totally slept with her. 74 00:04:44,200 --> 00:04:47,704 I know, it's shitty, and I'm sorry I had to tell you that. 75 00:04:49,747 --> 00:04:53,001 Yeah, do you notice anything about this table, dipshit? 76 00:04:54,836 --> 00:04:57,088 Yeah, I already know about the fucking rumors. 77 00:04:58,256 --> 00:05:00,466 Because I'm down for anything. 78 00:05:00,550 --> 00:05:04,595 We could just go to have fun, do the funky chicken, drink some punch. 79 00:05:05,638 --> 00:05:08,808 You know, we could just give it all a big, proper go. 80 00:05:11,936 --> 00:05:12,812 Sorry, what? 81 00:05:14,272 --> 00:05:16,899 Um... homecoming. You, me, this weekend. 82 00:05:17,817 --> 00:05:21,863 Oh, I don't know, Stan. I've got a lot of shit on my mind. 83 00:05:23,031 --> 00:05:23,865 Yeah, okay. 84 00:05:23,948 --> 00:05:26,534 So we won't go. We could just go do somethin' else. 85 00:05:27,410 --> 00:05:28,328 Like? 86 00:05:29,162 --> 00:05:30,413 Like... 87 00:05:31,205 --> 00:05:34,250 we can... test your powers again? 88 00:05:34,334 --> 00:05:37,712 Oh, no, let's definitely do that 'cause that went great. 89 00:05:37,795 --> 00:05:40,673 Well, I-- I'm just thinkin' it might help you feel a little... 90 00:05:42,091 --> 00:05:43,134 Feel what? 91 00:05:43,217 --> 00:05:45,636 A little more... in control. 92 00:05:45,720 --> 00:05:48,389 Like if you maybe wanted to feel like you could defend yourself 93 00:05:48,473 --> 00:05:50,767 if some creepy guy really is following you? 94 00:05:50,850 --> 00:05:53,770 Oh! Just when I thought I couldn't be any more paranoid. 95 00:05:54,437 --> 00:05:56,731 Stanley Barber, ladies and gentlemen. 96 00:05:58,649 --> 00:06:00,026 What is with you today? 97 00:06:00,109 --> 00:06:02,111 I mean, I'm-- I'm used to you being a dick, 98 00:06:02,195 --> 00:06:03,654 but this is like a whole new level. 99 00:06:03,738 --> 00:06:05,740 What is with me is I have bigger shit to worry about 100 00:06:05,823 --> 00:06:07,700 -than hurting your fucking feelings! 101 00:06:12,830 --> 00:06:15,583 Right, I'll just go to the dance by myself, then? 102 00:06:15,666 --> 00:06:18,169 -Stan, I do not care. -You... you don't care? 103 00:06:18,252 --> 00:06:19,170 -Nope. -At all? 104 00:06:19,253 --> 00:06:20,088 No. 105 00:06:20,171 --> 00:06:22,465 Then you won't mind if I find another date? 106 00:06:22,548 --> 00:06:23,674 I want you to. 107 00:06:25,176 --> 00:06:26,052 Fine. 108 00:06:26,135 --> 00:06:27,220 Okay, I will. 109 00:06:31,933 --> 00:06:33,059 Hey, Mercedes. 110 00:06:35,812 --> 00:06:37,647 So, you going to homecoming? 111 00:06:37,730 --> 00:06:39,941 How's the diary coming along? 112 00:06:40,817 --> 00:06:42,944 You try your hand at a little poetry yet? 113 00:06:44,987 --> 00:06:48,491 Look, we can just keep sitting in here week after week 114 00:06:48,574 --> 00:06:51,035 just waiting for our 20 minutes to end, 115 00:06:51,452 --> 00:06:53,955 or you can actually open up. 116 00:06:55,623 --> 00:06:58,668 Unless you have loads of other people to talk to. 117 00:07:05,675 --> 00:07:06,592 So... 118 00:07:08,177 --> 00:07:09,053 I sort of... 119 00:07:11,097 --> 00:07:13,266 sort of saw someone. 120 00:07:13,766 --> 00:07:15,518 Like, I-- I thought I saw... 121 00:07:17,228 --> 00:07:19,522 this man following me, 122 00:07:20,106 --> 00:07:22,650 and so I-- I followed him, and he sorta... 123 00:07:23,943 --> 00:07:24,861 disappeared. 124 00:07:27,321 --> 00:07:28,156 He... 125 00:07:29,365 --> 00:07:30,366 disappeared? 126 00:07:31,033 --> 00:07:32,034 Yeah. 127 00:07:34,162 --> 00:07:35,455 Did this man... 128 00:07:35,997 --> 00:07:38,541 Did he look anything like your father? 129 00:07:40,001 --> 00:07:41,169 No, my dad's... 130 00:07:42,879 --> 00:07:43,880 dead. 131 00:07:45,381 --> 00:07:48,801 I thought I saw my grandmother for months after she passed. 132 00:07:48,885 --> 00:07:51,554 On the street, in the next room, sitting beside me. 133 00:07:51,637 --> 00:07:54,015 And I hadn't even been... 134 00:07:55,433 --> 00:08:00,396 They're called grief hallucinations, and they can be real wack-a-doo. 135 00:08:01,564 --> 00:08:03,483 What does that... mean? 136 00:08:03,900 --> 00:08:06,903 It most likely means that... 137 00:08:09,363 --> 00:08:10,656 you're still grieving, 138 00:08:11,782 --> 00:08:14,827 and that you need something from him. 139 00:08:15,953 --> 00:08:17,997 Like... what? 140 00:08:19,999 --> 00:08:21,000 Closure. 141 00:08:25,505 --> 00:08:28,633 Closure. I don't need closure. What I need to know 142 00:08:28,716 --> 00:08:30,843 -is why it really feels like someone is... 143 00:09:05,836 --> 00:09:07,046 It's all in my head. 144 00:09:13,094 --> 00:09:15,596 --It's all in my head. 145 00:09:15,680 --> 00:09:17,682 It's all in my head. It's all in my head. 146 00:09:18,558 --> 00:09:20,351 It's not real. 147 00:09:27,567 --> 00:09:28,859 Shit. Hey, Goob. 148 00:09:29,485 --> 00:09:30,361 I... 149 00:09:32,488 --> 00:09:33,948 Oh, my God. What happened? 150 00:09:34,865 --> 00:09:37,368 Richard Rynard, that's what happened! 151 00:09:37,451 --> 00:09:39,203 For all the crap you said to him! 152 00:09:40,288 --> 00:09:41,163 Liam, I-- 153 00:09:41,247 --> 00:09:43,749 And you know what he said right before he punched me in the face? 154 00:09:43,833 --> 00:09:45,876 Right in front of Veronica Thompson? 155 00:09:45,960 --> 00:09:48,004 "Tell your freak sister I said hi." 156 00:09:48,713 --> 00:09:49,714 And you know what, Syd? 157 00:09:49,797 --> 00:09:52,883 With the way you've been acting lately, maybe he's right. 158 00:09:58,306 --> 00:10:01,100 Worst... day... ever. 159 00:10:02,518 --> 00:10:04,437 -I'm a shitty friend. 160 00:10:05,021 --> 00:10:06,188 And a shitty sister. 161 00:10:07,023 --> 00:10:08,441 Maybe they all have a point. 162 00:10:09,358 --> 00:10:10,985 I have been such a freak lately, 163 00:10:11,902 --> 00:10:14,363 and a liar, and a dick. 164 00:10:15,656 --> 00:10:16,490 Maybe... 165 00:10:19,285 --> 00:10:20,745 Maybe Ms. Cappriotti's right. 166 00:10:22,622 --> 00:10:24,206 Maybe I really do need closure. 167 00:10:27,668 --> 00:10:29,337 If I could just find something, 168 00:10:30,921 --> 00:10:32,798 a note, anything, 169 00:10:33,382 --> 00:10:37,261 because if my dad left any kind of clue somewhere in all this junk, 170 00:10:37,970 --> 00:10:40,389 maybe I could just... move on. 171 00:10:51,567 --> 00:10:54,695 Maybe all the monsters in my head would go away. 172 00:10:56,489 --> 00:10:58,824 If I could just find some answers, 173 00:10:59,283 --> 00:11:02,620 maybe... maybe things would just go back to normal. 174 00:11:03,829 --> 00:11:04,705 Somehow. 175 00:11:46,664 --> 00:11:48,249 Come on, Syd. Focus. 176 00:11:49,166 --> 00:11:50,167 Focus. 177 00:12:04,640 --> 00:12:06,517 Holy... shit. 178 00:12:49,602 --> 00:12:51,020 What are you doing? 179 00:12:51,937 --> 00:12:52,855 Syd. 180 00:12:55,107 --> 00:12:56,275 Why are you down here? 181 00:12:58,068 --> 00:12:59,403 Mom, what is this stuff? 182 00:13:05,618 --> 00:13:07,369 You wanna know about your dad, Syd? 183 00:13:08,370 --> 00:13:11,624 If you really wanna know, I'll tell you. 184 00:13:12,625 --> 00:13:15,252 But if I do, you need to know, 185 00:13:16,045 --> 00:13:18,422 you might not ever think of him the same way. 186 00:13:22,343 --> 00:13:26,639 Just after we got married, your dad signed up for the Marines. 187 00:13:28,182 --> 00:13:30,768 Over the years, it started to weigh on him... 188 00:13:31,769 --> 00:13:34,313 the things he saw, the things he... 189 00:13:36,690 --> 00:13:37,733 the things he did. 190 00:13:39,860 --> 00:13:41,612 When he finally came home... 191 00:13:43,906 --> 00:13:46,033 ...we tried to move on... 192 00:13:49,662 --> 00:13:51,330 but he was never the same. 193 00:13:53,666 --> 00:13:55,167 He always said that... 194 00:13:56,794 --> 00:14:00,506 ...no one could possibly know what he was dealing with. 195 00:14:03,592 --> 00:14:05,678 No one could help him get better. 196 00:14:09,390 --> 00:14:11,183 Any time I would ask him about it, 197 00:14:11,267 --> 00:14:12,434 he'd get so mad, 198 00:14:13,018 --> 00:14:15,104 he'd run out of the room like... 199 00:14:15,604 --> 00:14:17,106 Like he was about to throw up? 200 00:14:20,150 --> 00:14:21,110 Yeah. 201 00:14:21,944 --> 00:14:23,612 He was just paranoid, Syd. 202 00:14:24,947 --> 00:14:27,241 He thought someone was following him. 203 00:14:30,035 --> 00:14:31,537 He said it was dangerous. 204 00:14:36,292 --> 00:14:38,377 His last tour, there was this... 205 00:14:39,712 --> 00:14:40,588 incident, 206 00:14:41,630 --> 00:14:43,215 some sort of explosion. 207 00:14:45,885 --> 00:14:47,511 Everyone died, Syd. 208 00:14:48,304 --> 00:14:49,680 On both sides. 209 00:14:50,222 --> 00:14:54,602 His buddies, every civilian, everyone... 210 00:14:56,937 --> 00:14:58,856 ...except your father. 211 00:14:59,356 --> 00:15:01,317 He was the only one who survived. 212 00:15:01,400 --> 00:15:03,694 No one could make any sense of it. 213 00:15:07,031 --> 00:15:09,783 And he... he never got over it. 214 00:15:11,076 --> 00:15:13,537 And then, that night... 215 00:15:17,166 --> 00:15:18,709 ...when I came down here... 216 00:15:25,299 --> 00:15:28,385 He had something in him, Syd. 217 00:15:29,511 --> 00:15:31,889 Something that he was always wrestling with... 218 00:15:33,974 --> 00:15:37,728 and... that thing won. 219 00:15:38,646 --> 00:15:40,064 Fuck! 220 00:15:43,192 --> 00:15:45,319 If you ever have feelings like that... 221 00:15:47,112 --> 00:15:48,447 you need to tell me. 222 00:15:50,282 --> 00:15:51,158 Okay? 223 00:15:52,576 --> 00:15:55,913 Oh... my... God. 224 00:15:57,081 --> 00:16:00,626 Dear Diary, there is so much I need to tell you. 225 00:16:02,795 --> 00:16:03,712 Diary? 226 00:16:05,547 --> 00:16:07,007 Oh, no, no, no, no, no. 227 00:16:10,219 --> 00:16:11,053 Where are you? 228 00:16:22,773 --> 00:16:23,816 Dear Diary, 229 00:16:25,234 --> 00:16:27,528 if you're not here, that means...